The trigger

Thank you for all the well wishes.

Yup Thyroid made its debut again. Upon hearing the news, I get a lot of calls and text expressing their concerns.

Last year

“That is a sad book to be reading dear” says doctor Has

“You’ve read it?”

“One of my favorite, ok test result is out. Here’s my concern” she pointed at the paper.

“Your heart is palpitating faster than usual. However your thyroid hormone is active now. The level is mild so it shows the trend of inactiveness. When I say inactive, doesn’t mean it will not come back. It will but without warning. When it comes you have only 2 medicine to consume. The heartbeat will keep you up at night. It will be painful but only because your metabolism rate doubles up. Which explains your weight lost”

This year

“Hey lyana, ok let’s see your test result”

“Thyroid is active again, I think we should admit you right away.”

“Can I not be admitted, I promised to come for follow up.”

“Ok can but you know that heart beat needs to be monitored right? Plus, you will be awake all night”

“Doctor, even if I fall in a deep sleep nurse will come every hour to check, lagila I can’t sleep. “

She laughed.

“My concern is not just your thyroid but also something else. Don’t worry too much about this one test, nothing is at stake. Just for monitoring”

Upon hearing the news, a lot of my friends and former beaus called up to check on me. Thank you everyone. However I am just too bored staying at home and just trying to breathe easy. Need to keep distracting myself so I don't feel too much of it. It only keeps me up at night, haih..

Regardless thanks for being concern :)