Clarity

Clarity is absolute.

Absolute enough to give you the strength.

Clarity moves you, in ways the encourage determination.

Clarity could come in various forms

-That line you heard from the mouth of someone significant.

-That song that empowers you to do more than just dancing.

-That paper you are about to sign

-That prayer you are about to make.

-That dream that you don't sleep over.

Clarity is like truth,

Absolute.

Certain.

Cruel.

Once clarity is achieved-

It gives you the strength to do one thing.

To ACT.

I should know..

L Y A N A

What makes me weak?

My insecurities



What makes me whole?

My Faith



What keeps me standing?

My Strength



What Makes me Compassionate?

My Heart



What Makes me Honest?

My Logic



What sustains my mind?

My Unconscious Self


What teaches me all my lessons?

My mistakes


What lift’s my head high?

My Pride Not Arrogance


What if I can’t go on?

Not a chance in hell


What makes me victorious?

My confidence


What makes me competent?

My experience


What makes me sensual?

I tease your 5 senses


What makes me beautiful?

My Sense of Self


What makes me a woman?

My Selflessness


Who says I need Love?

I do


What empowers me?

My Free Spirit



Who am I?

I AM MY OWN WOMAN.

2009 in a glance

My holidays in states

Setting off from KL-Tokyo-Ny

An hour before reaching New York


Reached the BEAUTIFUL Atlantic City, New Jersey


Spent a few days in New York for New Year
With my sisters at Times Square, New York. Love it!

Went on a roadtrip in our Ford Explorer across Pennsylvania-Ohio-Indiana

Had a day in Chicago, Illinois (my 2nd fav city in U.S after L.A)

Dined at the famous stuffed pizza at Giordano's


Back home, playing in the snow non-stop


Shopped , played with my sister's cat (Armani & Gucci), had loadsa crazy funny experiences & going to meet up with WMU college mates tomorrow.

All in all, it was amazing. I miss being in Michigan esp during winter.
Dragged the long flight home but well.. time is envious of my stay here :)

A certain wish unfulfilled

I've slowed down a little bit on my reading.

However I still continue my daily zikirs and reading.
Read about Hubaidiyah Treaty in depth.

This vacation made me question a thing or two.
Perhaps You would have the answer for it.

Will continue finding answers for it.
InsyaAllah.

I bought about 5 pcs of clothes in preparation for the day i would wear tudung.
InsyaAllah