Friday, December 18, 2009

Smile

I've been smiling a lot lately.

I've been listening to songs that make me smile a lot too.
Pigeon John songs "Monyback guarentee" makes me smile thinking about the unwanted guys who keeps on popping all the while. Trying to sweet talk me into going out with them. They should learn from Pigeon John. For the unwanted guys let me just say this "Even the fantasy of me is not interested in you" :)

Then there's this new rendition of "Please Don't stop the music" by Jamie Cullum

Oh boy, that guy sure knows that his voice is enough to make ones heart melt. Husky!!. Again , i prefer to listen to his voice rather than watch the v.clip. Still for a husky voice + good looks= Kings of Leon lead singer is unbeatable. Regardless, when I heard this song I smile. It does remind me of someone. Someone that shares the same husky voice.

When I look back, did this year teach me anything?
It certainly does. It's been a year with the most bitter ending. I give myself a pat on the back for surviving it and not being too bitter about it.

Smile again thinking that I don't need to take the walk of confidence.Not this time :).
Even on my least confident days I do make heads turns.
Even on my least confident days I do get friends asking if I am interested to meet new people.

I just want to enjoy this Singlehood for awhile. It does not mean I close my eyes to "oppurtunities".

It only means that I am not answerable to anyone unless if I want to.
I do not have to fulfil anyone's expectations unless if I want to.

All of which, that I miss.

I look back and think about my happiest moment. The moment that makes everyone smile. It is the time when I am single and free.

Oh yes, when I come back. I'll keep on smiling because you never know when is the next person is going to notice it.

IF that person is worthy of my time,he sure is to catch me on my best days :)

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