Absolute

Recently I found that Allah have shown His way to correct certain doubts.

For instance,
I was half awake and half asleep. Thinking that just a little sleep would qualify me for Solat sunat Tahajjud.

So as I wake up for prayers. I found out that I make a lot of mistakes that it forces me to start all over again for 3 consecutive times.

Then I stopped, prayed Solat sunat Taubat. It went smooth, no starting over.

I never imagined I could cry so much at the recitation of each verse. All the flashbacks, I remember my first recitation of "La illaha illa anta, subaha naka inni kunttu minal dzalimin.". Thanks to Zehan for reminding me about this verse during my tough times.

Right after, I slept for a good one hour.
Managed to perform solat sunat Tahajjud freely.

Before I rest my head, a strong instinct came about.
Perhaps it is God's way of showing that my half awake half asleep does not qualify me for solat tahajjud. That is why I had to restart for 3 times.

That instinct was so strong. Never had those before.

Praise to Allah.