Blessings

I have been having series of dreams that appears in similar patterns. Recurring dreams and signs I can't decipher at the moment.

For whatever reason 3 of the dreams felt so real, I was convinced I lived in it.

A friend said it doesn't have to be dreams and signs, sometimes it's the certainty of the heart. Tough in many ways.

For whatever reason it is, I continue praying and turn to Him every time I feel joyful and sorrow.

I have my monologues with Him and sometimes on my many journey home I shed a tear or two.

I don't hope for "shoulda woulda coulda" sparks since the day we decided to part. I just know He has helped me.

He blessed me with friends and family that could spot sadness through my many denials.

He bless me with those that says "Let's leave this town for a while and it's unkindness"

He bless me with friends that knows I need more laughter than acknowledging my distress.

And most certainly He has bless me with strength , guidance and peace.

A peace confined in less than an hour but greater than any feeling of contentment I have ever felt.

He has helped me to move along in more ways I could imagine.

For that I am forever thankful God.