Wednesday, September 29, 2010

I can't - I don't want to = Same thing

Some days I would text my friend and ask

"Do you think there's a single good guy out there for me?"

They know me too well. I'm a person filled with many questions.

At the end of every day, I would have a monologue with myself and most days I imagined myself talking to God. -true story-

And lately I realized the question gets frequent.

One day a friend asked me
"Why didn't you give this guy a go? Why so closed up?"

And I answered
"Most guys don't know what they want with me. They get excited with the idea of who I am but when it comes down to it.. They just can't seem to call it anything"

Sad but true in more ways than one..

Then there's the wishy washy kind of guys. Where girls gets over protected over him. Makes you wanna say "Ah cmon.. this is total BS" . The one where you wonder if he has dated this or that girl before.

Then there's an average joe who does not want the world to know about you two.

In the end, all said the same thing

"You are a fun girl to be with....but I can't"

Truth is

I can't is a milder term to I don't want to.

2 comments:

Elmira said...

nope. i can't and i won't are not the same thing at all.

the guys who have been telling you that they can't, they actually won't. it's not that they use a milder term as u said, but they're just afraid to go anywhere/get more serious with you, so they hide behind this "i can't" facade.

hugs babes. love u!

Lyana H. said...

Sad and true in a way :)
Oh well.. time to live it up kan?