"You know what I like to do when I walk next to you?"
"What?"
"Count how many heads that turns to look at you"
So says ex beau.
A little note : This is not a show off entry but rather a realization for me
I'm with a new image now, with hijab to be precise
And now I realized that I am no longer a head turner.
A little note : This is just a venting entry
There are many days that I feel less pretty in it to be honest.
It does dampened my esteem.
Especially when you see hot girls walking past you and you thought
"See those girls, can just take a pick at whichever guy they want"
And when u get remarks like
"U r prettier without it"
I know it's just little remarks but sometime I thought about it a lot.
I hope I have the strength to go thru it :)
2 comments:
believe me, you are still a head-turner even with the hijab babe. sangat, sangat cantik.
and someone actually said you look prettier without it? oh honey, you should smack that person's head!
Hey babe ... Love this entry :) its true... When I go through that thot process I would pull myself up by asking this q to myself : do I do this for God or for me? Is my vanity too important that its ok for me to say NO and disrespect God juz so I cn be pretty? :) ... Plus yeah.. I've been there done that (be sexy, make heads turn etc) but I still haven't found the one anyway. At least by wearing hijab perhaps my doa is more makbul? And perhaps it will disqualify the bad superficial guys who only like me for my looks... Hijab will help filter all d bad ones away - and leave d gems who love me for me :) ....I hope this will help u going just like it does to me xoxo
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