Fifteen

I bet all of you have heard that song by Taylor Swift Fifteen

To be honest, I feel depressed when I hear that song.

Depressed not because of an old flame or whatsoever.

I just feel like running to Taylor Swift and protect her from thinking that love exists at such age.

In some cases they do. I know a lot of people who fell in love at 15 and were together for 3/4/5 years.

Contrary to her song, when I was 15, Love does not exist. I call those moments “trial and error”. I knew back then I am not going to end up marrying those boys that I knew.

I never call those I’ve dated when I was 15 as relationship.

Back in Main Convent, we usually date those boys in St. Michael or at least Anderson.

The version of dating back then was attending debate, international understanding day and school related activities.

So back then, I call those I’ve dated my friend and they were just that. Friends.

However, I can’t seem to get that song out of my head now.
When I was 15, it was just me running around school with friends, sneaking into libraries and well making a lot of noises, broke some hearts and well have a great laugh after that.

I’m glad I’ve experience that at that age…

So when “I was fifteen, when somebody told me they love me, I never believe it….”

PS:// Damn, pls get that song out of my head now